Every Goodbye

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Every Goodbye

One more goodbye as the train pulls out
I can only sit back and pout
Holding onto memories to take me by
And as the winds blow I silently sigh

I begin this pray for a hearts that's stronger
But one more parting has just left me colder
Tomorrow I will build one more wall
To shield me as I say another bye to all

Once I had promised myself I will not cry, I'm fine
I had promised myself I will care less this time
I had promised myself I will hurt for none, not again
I had promised myself, but I still feel the pain

Fate calls me, its time again, come sweet child
We have a journey so yet again you say goodbye
Paths were taken that cannot be changed
And we have to go and don't ask why

So I wave out again and hold back that tear
As a new prayer crosses my quivering lips
And longing knocks at my freezing heart
Hope comes along to say, maybe the next goodbye will be the last



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