Why Did You?

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Why Did You?

Why did you come and show me a life
That was really never meant for me?
Carelessly dreaming with no strife
Promising me infinity and beyond

Why did you talk about the future
When you wouldn't give me your today?
Heartlessly waiving my offers of adventure
Leaving me nothing but a sometime...someday

Why did you not see me losing my fuse
With every small rejection and lost opportunity?
Always talking about a Neverland, was it just a ruse?
Giving me shameless hope, and empty possibility

Why did you not have any answers for me
When my mind pleaded reason over this blind heart?
Was it that I refused to see, your actions that shouted out to see,
My darling finally said he, they are just words, its time...lets move on. 

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